Oh, baby!

Positive thoughts, please! [:

I have been feeling really weird lately and today I finally put two and two together and took a home pregnancy test, which was really convenient because I actually had a doctor's appointment today and while there I confirmed what was about to come.

I have been on this weight loss kick because I am obviously not happy with my body. I always say if only I could get back to my high school size which was a size 11. I remember in high school being that size and everyone telling me how thin I was but all I could think was that I was still fat and needed to lose weight. If I could go back in time I would smack myself because I would kill to be that size again.

Anyways...

I have been going for walks almost every day and going for about an hour at a time and for the past few days I have always had to cut it short and come home early because I would feel so nauseous. I would come home, lay on the couch and drink water until I was cooled down and still feel the urge to become sick. I basically shrugged it off as the heat until this morning.

This morning I woke up feeling like I needed to run to the bathroom and suddenly it hit me. My boyfriend was over for his usual weekend slumber party and I just thought, "Maybe I am pregnant." For whatever reason, despite going to the bathroom to see if I would truly get sick I did not use the bathroom so I still had that delightful morning pee in me. I had an emergency pregnancy test hanging around that I thought I would never use and decided to use it.

I went into the bathroom, did my business and waited. I did not have to wait long because less than ten seconds later I had my BIG FAT POSITIVE!! 

I seriously didn't know what to think but I do know I was very excited and scared at the same time. I kept thinking, "Oh my God, I am pregnant" and "What if something goes wrong?" I'm such a worrier but I took it and hoped for the best.

I went to the doctor that day and sure enough she confirmed it again that I was indeed pregnant. She said I was due around February 14th, 2012. Valentine's Day. [: I always wanted a February or October baby so I could not be more excited.